| Location | Manchester |
| Age | 5 months |
| Date of Birth | 6/2006 |
| Date of Death | 11/2006 |
| Visitors | 2,657 since 07/06/2007 |
| Creator |
Molly Ann Muriel Beddow
D.O.B 27/06/2006
Birth weight 1lb 9oz
15 Weeks premature
D.O.D 03/11/2006
Aged Nearly 5 months old
Weight 6lb 15oz
Molly had 5 bowel operations during her time in St Marys
Hospital and 3 broviac line operations. Molly had a very cheeky personality; she always had her
tongue out, sucking on her dummy or ventilator tube but most of the time on both. Molly’s whole
face lit up when she smiled. Her eyes were brown and beautifully big. Molly had brown curly hair.
She always had lovely nails that had long white tips as if they had been manicured. Her toe nails
were the same they looked as if she had a pedicure. Molly always smiled even when she was really
poorly. Molly also made sucking noises which were really cute, the sort that makes you laugh
whenever you think back to her making them. Molly had the cutest little coughs and sneezes. When
Molly didn’t like something she would have the worst temper tantrums you could imagine. She would
pull out her tubes and cry like mad. Molly wasn’t a baby that liked being touched very often with
her being in intensive care nurses and doctors were always messing with her and waking her up all
the time. When she wanted to be touched though she would squeeze your finger so tight that her tiny
fingertips would go pure white. Molly loved having cuddles and baths with me and Stephanie, she
would just sleep all the way through bath time sitting on the bubbles (Stephanie put the oxygen tube
into the bath and made it like a Jacuzzi for Molly) she loved it. I will never forget Molly for as
long as I live and I doubt that anyone that knew her would either. I love you darling and I want you
to know that I know why you was brought into this world and then taken away from me again now. You
was brought here to teach me how to change my life and myself. You was taken away from me because
Grandma needed a helping hand in heaven and George needed someone he knows to look after him. When
it’s my time to go to heaven I know you will be waiting at heavens gates for me smiling and eyes
lit up, until then just know that everything I do now is for you. I miss you so much darling. All my
love mummy xxxxxx
Your story!!
When I Sarah Beddow found out I was pregnant aged 17 years old I was already 22 weeks gestation but
only had a tiny bump. I had mixed feelings about having a baby because You wasnt planned but I loved
you straight away. I went to Wales to see your great nanna and grandad and thats when my
contractions started at 25 weeks gestation. The nurses gave me steriods to try stop you from coming
into the world so early and so small, but you didnt want to wait. You was born at 7:01am tuesday
27th june 2006. You were so tiny, your skin was bright red and you had a mound of dark brown hair
like mine! You came into the world crying so loud which the nurses and doctors said was a good sign.
When you was a week old you had to be rushed into theatre for your 1st bowel operation because you
had a hole in your bowel and it was all diseased. I had half an hour with you and I remember how
hard and heart breaking it was as though it was just yesterday. You came back to me after 5 hours.
You started to get better but then your stomas (bowel on the outside from the operation) prolapsed
and you had to go back to theatre to sort them out. This happend 3 times when the surgeons decided
to put your bowels back inside your tummy. You had gotten alot better during the times your stomas
were prolapsing and once I got told you would be moved into room 2 because you was breathing on your
own with no help what so ever for 10 hours. The day after you took a bad turn and became poorly
again so you was put back on ncpap (little oxygen mask over your nose). Then you got worse and worse
and had to go back onto the ventilator (life support machine). You started getting really really
poorly again and on your last operation when the surgeon was giving you stomas again I got told that
if they had to cut a big amount of bowel from you, you would only survive for a couple of weeks. You
came back to me but never got better. On the 4th october you took a turn for the worst by the 6th I
got told you wouldnt make it to the morning. So I asked grandma to keep you strong and she must of
heard me. You got christend that night and stayed with me til the 3rd November. 2nd november I
washed my hands took off my coat and walked up to your cot to see you like always but as soon as I
looked over at your nurse Stephanie I knew she was going to tell me you was leaving. I had a meeting
with Dr daddy and he asked me for permission to turn off your ventilator. At that point I broke down
and couldnt say anything. I turned to your nanna for the answer. We couldnt do anything to help you
get through everything that had happend to you. We made the decision (which I still think was it the
right one) to let you go in dignity in my arms with nanna holding onto you and Great cousin Claire
(also one of your godmothers). If I wouldnt of made that decision dr daddy said you might of gone
alone on the ventilator in pain any night for at the most 3 days. Im so sorry for what I had to do
Molly and I wish I could of given up my life to take the place of yours. If I could go back and die
for you then I would in less than a second. This isnt all of your story because it hurts too much to
explain everything that you went through during your short lifetime. I love you so much, Your going
to be 1 in less than 2 weeks, I wish you was here spending it in my arms but as your not, have a
beautiful day up in heaven. xxxx
i read your story thank you some things you say remind me of when molly-may wos hear the holdin the finger and suckin on vent your story i so sory to hear your is alot like mine just differant if you no wot i mean thank you al the best amy molly-may eva cooks mum
MY ANGEL
Dear Guardian Angel
Thank you for watching over me
Dear Guardian Angel
You are oh so sweet
You protect me from the wrong
And lead me to the right
If I’m lost in the dark
You take me to the light
Dear Guardian Angel
Why do you care?
Dear Guardian Angel
Thank you for always being there
You take my hand
And wipe away my tears
You hold me close
And fight away my fears
Dear Guardian Angel
Please stay close to me
Dear Guardian Angel
Thank you, I know you’ll always believe
You watch me sleeping quietly
You caress my face lovingly
You brush my bangs out of my eyes
You give me sunny skies
Dear Guardian Angel
Can I make it up to you?
Dear Guardian Angel
Thank you for always being true
Guardian Angel
I thank you
Guardian Angel…
I thank you
SO SO SORRY NOT BEEN ON FOR A WHILE, FINDING IT TO HARD TO COME ON HEAR, BUT PLEASE DONT EVER THINK IM NOT THINKING OF U COS I AM. SENDING LOVE AS ALWAYS ANGELA N LISA. XXXX
AN ANGELA KISS XX
We never stop to measure
Anything we might just miss
But if the wind should blow by softly
You'll feel an Angels Kiss
A Kiss thats sent from Heaven
A Kiss from up above
A Kiss thats very special
From someone that you love
For in your pain and sorrow
A Kiss will help you through
This Kiss is very private
For its meant for only you
So when are hearts are heavy
And filled with tears and pain
And no-one can console you
Remember once again
About the ones you grieve for
Because you sadly miss
And that gentle breeze you took for granted
Was just......an Angels Kiss x
LOVE SENT AS ALWAYS ANGELA N LISA. XX XX
Forever xx
Feel no guilt in laughter
They know how much we care,
Feel no sorrow in a smile
That they’re not here to share.
Do not be sad forever
They would not want us to
They’d hope that we would carry on
The way we always use to
So talk about the good times
And the ways we showed we cared
The days we spent together
All the happiness we shared,
Let memories surround us
A word someone may say
Will suddenly recapture
A time, an hour, a day
That brings them back as clearly
As though they were still here
And fills you with feelings
That they are always near
For if you keep these moments
We will never be apart
And they will live forever
Locked safe within our hearts
Happy Easter baby girl!
Molly baby i was at your garden yesterday with claire. i am going to get you a nice new fencing as soon as i get the money which shouldnt be long now. i hope you like your little poem card from godmummy claire.. your balloon from auntie kelly uncle karl amylee karl kallum george and the baby in auntie kellys tummy. nanna and grandad got you the little cow teddy and i got you the eeyore and piglet ones i hope you like them soon as i seen them i thought of you. Happy easter for yesterday i love and miss you so much x x x x x
HAPPY EASTER
Wishing you all a Happy Easter
May GOD Bless Each and Everyone of YOU
With Lots of Love, &
(¯`'·.¸(¯`., HUGS¸.·'´¯)¸.� �'´¯)
i may not be on the site over the weekend, but just want u to all know, u will be in my thought this bank holiday weekend, sending all r love angela n lisa. take care. xxxx
this is not our last goodnight
Your ties to this mortal realm have been released,
Rest your soul to eternal peace.
Your family is fine, we’ll be alright,
This is not our last “Good-night”.
Don’t be sad, smile forever more,
We’ll meet again, so take your wings and soar.
You leave this world, and become your own star,
We look to the sky, it tells us you are not far.
Watch over us and give us your love and your light,
So our futures may be warm and bright.
This is not “Good-bye”.
No need to cry.
Please, shed no tears,
And take no fears.
We’ll be here, and you’ll be in our hearts,
There’s never a time where were apart.
Farewell for now, we’ll see you soon,
We’ll see your smile in the light of each morning and afternoon.
Take with you our love,
You are our angel from heaven above.
Your family is fine, we’ll be alright.
godnight god bless, love always angela n lisa. xx xx
good morning
Good Morning, I'm your angel;
Let's start this brand new day!
I'll add a bit of heaven,
to help you on your way.
I'll help you open sleepy eyes,
enable you to see,
sunshine-jewels in morning light,
so priceless, yet they're free.
I'll cause the morning birds to sing,
and then I'll take their songs,
and place them all into your heart...
to cheer you all day long.
I'll help you find your lost car keys,
the work that you brought home...
and as your walking out the door,
you won't go out alone.
For I'll be right beside you...
breathe deep, you'll feel me here.
I'm that invigorating tingle,
held in the morning air.
As you go about your day,
Please know that this is true...
There's nothing you can't overcome,
For I'll be there with you.
my littlest angel
God sent me an angel from heaven above
It's filled with complete unconditional love
It watches and follows wherever I go
If I'm happy or sad this little angel does know
My life at this moment seems filled with despair
But this littlest angel is always right there
It lifts up my spirits, gives me a reason to smile
Come sit with me angel, let me hold you awhile
It climbs up on my lap and licks away all my tears
One look in those eyes wipes away all my fears
For in those soft gentle eyes there's something I see
Which speaks to me silently 'You always have me'
As those soft gentle kisses bring a smile to my face
And a love in my heart which can't be replaced
It continues to tell me in it's own special way
Of how much it loves me as it begins to say
'At night I will cuddle by your side while you sleep
My life is to love you, this promise I keep
I'll wake you come morning with kisses galore
You'll giggle and laugh and ask me for more
When sadness you feel or life lets you down
I'll do whatever it takes to wipe off your frown
I'll show you some tricks, I'll bring you my toy
Or rest my head in your lap, if this brings you joy
If sickness should keep you in bed for the day
I'll stay right beside you, we don't have to play
And if going for walks is something you do
I'll be your companion, take me with you
I'll try hard to show you my love is so strong
I'll try only to please you, I'll try not to do wrong
If a mistake I should make, then I ask this of you
Remember that angels can make mistakes too
I'll ask not much of you, it's for love that I yearn
Cause love's what God taught me to give in return
It's all unconditional & comes straight from the heart
And my promise I give you till death us do part'
So this is my story, one I wanted to share
Of my littlest angel who's always right there
This littlest angel that I'm so thankful of
Yes this littlest angel of unconditional love.
love always angela & lisa. xx xx
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